Why Did You Left Me?

Perhaps God arranged so I met her, so I have a period will never erase the memory, I remember the first time I joined QQ when a person is bored according to the remote control, accustomed to the change of a station is her to, and I went back, unconsciously we chatted the whole positive day, we talk together to talk life, chatting learning, I asked her to have a boyfriend, she said no, college do not want to fall in love, and then hear the sentence when you know this is what a naive idea, do not fall in love, universities have few people to do. Instant the National Day, the back-to-school time, I set foot on the back to school with a hometown specialty car, the scenery flying around instantly, but I was not in the mood to watch only want to quickly go back to school , away from the car, in fact, my motion sickness, but not many people know.

Still sleeping the next day, the phone rang, see next time, look Caller ID, so early, is her call to the morning, I'm a very lazy person, has always been a lazy to get up, but I fast climb up to answer the phone, remember she said at the time she came to the school in the stadium next to, say go to the Internet, I say to you ten minutes, I'll be right to later estimated to exceed ten minutes, first saw her when jeans, white clothes look clean and fresh, we whole fight in the gym one morning the ball, kick the ball to eat when they called her to dinner, she asked me Self undergraduate thing I Private Eyes, I know all to tell her when the two talk very happy and left her to go to the Internet, and the Internet is to continue to the bedroom, but her smile etched in my mind, but then never want to love the idea, did not consider the aspect of things, I sleep until night, woke up, gave him something no to her, can not wait get the thing up and out of the bedroom, then clearly remember her playing on the basketball court, I gave her, and then we sit together and chatted about college, about our lives, talk to the school, and then she said to me when her master, I said, I said that I was the president of the Association for Mathematical Modeling, join Mathematical Modeling Association has many benefits, my master is covered, no one would dare to bully her, and then learning to talk when I say that I math can help her, I still I do not like the atmosphere of cafes, want her to go to Internet cafes less bad for your health, and we talked a lot, cold only go back to the bedroom. I also asked her a lot, just like an older brother to sister concern, her sentence seriously listening to, and later also to prove that she is also doing very carefully. She said the called my little Heige, I called her small text ......

The period of time of the pursuit

I never believe in love at first sight, not love at first sight, it has always been this quiet live, me and her training time together to teach her to play the night time when her math, in fact, is a kind of brother sister's care, she will tell me what's going on in her class when the publicity members, I want her not to go, because let themselves busy, she said to her class of boys chasing her, not to me with that boys, he said the weekend must be back to the city, I seriously listen occasionally to express their own views, everything is so smooth, everything is so beautiful, but beauty always break the day, slowly I found that feeling like with her.

I remember it was a sunny weekend, everything looks so beautiful, I went to badminton stores in urban areas, suddenly remembered her also in urban areas, but also said that in the vicinity of Shanghai City, Well, call to her destiny can be considered a coincidence, she got to sit, a phone call is to change too much, she got off, she told me to go to a badminton store, do not know the others intentionally or unintentionally, she and I placed together (you are a good fit) a so turned on me for a long, cold heart, I had the idea a lot, but her eyes gave me courage, and I come out pursuit of their favorite girls, our eyes on together, my heart is pounding a few, she is looking after it, at this moment, I like her.

We go back to school, everything is so normal, but my heart has changed, because I fell in love with her, and more active than before I phoned her the training up classes early waiting at the appointed place, wanted to see her earlier, the middle of a period of time, we have been very happy together, and I think the time is ripe now, party later that night, I sent a text message to her (I like you to be my girlfriend) long after only received a reply, and soon, (small Heige, I'm sorry, I said to my college do not fall in love, if you brought me as a pupil, libraries see tomorrow morning) then I do not mind too much volatility, because this sentence is not rejected, then I can only redouble their efforts, I think that as long as I have enough sincerity, will one day be touched by her, we are still the same as before live, but surfaced a voice in my ear, a sophomore deputy secretary also in pursuit of her, I think, really big, small text charm chase the people not just a few.

Time lived, I am still in front of her, but never did not mention the emotional things, I put her on the bottom of my heart, she do the things I do to help her do well, her peace of mind to engage in learning and participate in activities until the school to engage in athletic meets, said go Nanyuan, but she and a boy went, I knew that was the car is gone, I do not have to wait until the car feel more sad, and also more angry, may really really fell in love with her, but I did not blame her, because I know she has her difficulties, she came back Saturday night, but only one of her bedroom, she told me that was afraid afraid that I will accompany you, then call hit her battery died, I told her about some of the things to be happy, in fact, I sleep late, for fear, I hate their own at this time can not stand by her side.

Time or lived every weekend, she went to the urban class, and I have a week to accompany her out, even though a lot of time is right, I motion sickness, afraid of the car, but few people know that, because I wanted more time to see her, I always did not say that my motion sickness. I came to the University was not the night before, because of her that evening, we went to Internet cafes overnight, hoping she was sleeping when the hand is not cold, I always put her hand on my clothes inside, she fell asleep and may not know it, she said buy A3 paper, I ran a lot of places to help her buy, do not feel tired, I have been concerned to like her, until one day their class to engage in activities in urban areas after class to be late back school, I knew that time certainly will not have school buses will be school, I waited for her, and so she was more than 5:00, but very happy to see her smile is my motivation back to school the day we play I am saying that we must guarantee that she can go back to school, although late, but still did the first time I went to a strange uncle, a lover often go to places, we eat together, play cards together, very happy very happy, we play cards many conditions when it comes to gambling, I said that if you lose, you kiss me, but she refused, and inexplicably I found her face changed, become ugly, original music affected her mood, my heart was very sad, I hope to help her share the point of sadness, that night, she sent a message to me, refused my good, she did not go to participate in the activities of their class, and I know when she is really bad mood I went to the library, because I called her, worried about her, that day, we talked for a long, long time, and talk from morning to afternoon, finally understand some things, two years of her high school like a person, as a last resort reason broke up, she was very deeply hurt, love is no longer how much looking forward to, and I put my things said, but I did not speak, in fact, my soul to the girl before, breaking up when even the sentence goodbye did not say, I'm just saying I hope she can have a good, better than I, together for a long time and some care is certainly sad definitely yes, but that's not my kind of love her . I'm gone, she went back bedroom, she said in her heart, I have always been the identity of a brother, I said in my heart, she is my girlfriend, she says she does not feel to me, I said I believe in miracles, one day you'll love me.

Necessary under her birthday that day, I know not many people know her birthday, I want a man to help her off that morning, we went for a birthday noodles, and I am very happy, I thought every year I have want to be with you to eat together, because someone knows it, her birthday public, a lot of people to bless her, their departments and gatherings in the evening, the two people I want to be ready for her birthday wish wasted, but the night or strolling through the circle, the students asked me not to buy firecrackers ah, I refused, I know she is not so high-profile people, perhaps because I'm not romantic enough.

Then soon is the English three examinations of the bar, unknowingly also to more than a dozen No. December, I told her, I want to take her to the pedestrian street stroll, English has been my nemesis, of course I have to exam with us to take the test, and she had, I have not seen, and I'm happy for her, for his disappointment because this pleased inundated That afternoon we went to the walking street, I know that was a little reluctantly, in the pedestrian street Guangzhao looked, I say to you help me pick up a few pieces of clothing, and she said she does not pick, I said I like you pick the day to help her buy a winter hat, also led by her hand, but a few minutes She broke away, and I know her heart is still not my position, but I will not give up.

Nightmare finally coming out, and I liked visiting her room to see her write the talk, a very quiet very quiet at night, I see that I feel bad, in fact, her diary and talk are very sad understand her surface is very lively and cheerful, and my heart is very withdrawn, the things that are not willing to say it, a person endure in silence, the result, as I said, she likes a boy the next day, heard these words a little do not believe, but reality tells me he will not lie, she wanted me to stop here, you want me to let go, that is so firmly, so I crazy That night I could not sleep, did not sleep all night, I want to know that Who, I want to know that person can not, like me, love her, can not bring her happiness, if everything is positive, as long as she was happy, then I looked at the side, not to disturb her, the fact that is not the case, she becomes more sentimental, but I can not help what busy watching her unhappy I am also sad to see her insomnia has become a habit, I gave the boy a message, I said you must To her, she is a very good girl, you can not hurt her. Because of a previous relationship, contact us less, but know her situation I am very happy, I've been watching her on Christmas Day night I was drunk, I am drunk not because she did not choose me, but she difficult to happiness with the boy, because the middle of things clearly. The time lived immediately is the winter break, but I miss her, but I did not see her, I'm afraid I saw her I was reluctant, as long as she Haojiu Hang.

Winter vacation life so lived, we still have a chat by QQ chat sometimes is the day, very happy, until one night, she told me she was deceived feelings of the heart was only sad, pathetic beloved women can not be your favorite people together, I comforted her and told her not to be too sad, I had the idea a lot, I think I can give her happiness, I think I'm on her side, she will never be subject to such damage look forward to happy, looking forward to seeing her.

The beginning of the second semester, and I can not wait to see her, but every time, things are more right to call her she started school, she would like to change physical education, how many look forward to, she was looking for me, but also to help smooth she changed course, she wants to accounting exam, my provisional capital of something that may be because forward to her to go to the library and read her a bad mood want to go online, I took her to the Internet, the number of days and nights I do with her. only wish she could be happy, finally my courage again, I said to me, I'll love you, she refused, quite simply, she said in my mind you can only be friends, only brother I am down, I think has always been my unrequited love, however you like anything good, I still care for her silence, friends say I'm like a fool, others will not put you in front of a good good only when you are a fool, I laugh it off, then I'll make a fool, looking at the sky, I said to myself, your happiness is my happiness, and I hope you can be happy forever.