2013年1月10日星期四

Love Is A Kind of Responsibility


Love is a worry, cherished in my heart; love is a force, so I will not feel tired at the road ahead; Love is a promise, commitment unchanged in trouble; Love is a kind of responsibility, and in any case the same mission, to love you like a love yourself.

I love you, Once upon a time, as the eyes of love are blind pursuit of long ago, hurt by love. I love you, nestled in the arms of lovers in college when I do not know how many times that, but everything is still the end. Today, once again reminded of this melody, just know the meaning of cheap wow gold; I love you not love your beautiful face and Ruhuasiyu appearance, but to love you in the position of my mind, the kind of can not leave, can not forget; treat you as a part of life.

Your arrival is a gift to me from God; love you, fate has given me a mission; love you, is given a responsibility yourself. Proud to know each other and you feel happy, proud love you, because they have you happy and you've known.

Outside of work, I will quietly miss the past years. Exhale, the next time I would daydream. Love when we hand in hand, walking in the cities of the night, talking about the eternal vows. Laugh and play, we agreed to a happy life. Speculated on the future of time while awake, hobbled, walking in the leaves through quiet trail, helped each other;, or back-to-back sitting on the lawn, not so many words, but with each other will know each other's voices, and that is to love you do not regret it. Close your eyes, come from the red carpet happiness, but for decades, but this is what a romantic scene!

The slight breeze away past years, take away the wow gold, but can not take away the innocent love. Love is permanent, not due to the change of time and change; does not disappear because of the transfer of space.

But who can know that behind me, there are the ups and downs of love story? Student who have the eyes of love and relentless pursuit, but had cause to give up love, but had family and an abdication of responsibility. Make love in the hands of the passage. Unworthy had chosen you, who love you. With the end of the academic love with the end. I wept, sad, but everything after all to an end. Gradually, those memories have children forget the wind. More than a year later, another person into my heart, she is my girlfriend. Do not want too much evaluation of the two of them which is good, because all I loved the people, but also people who loved me. However, I will cherish the present, treasure has, because every love is God-given, is a responsibility; lost, after all, no longer exist, the only treasure in front of it may be eternal.

Love is great, love is selfless love to hurt a person, her heart like wounds, although the time can dilute all, but can not erase the scars Road injury. I've hurt a person, do not want to hurt the people who love me, because love is fragile, I want everything to defend now have love. Because love is a responsibility, her hard-won!

If to say Aihenjiandan, it is a responsibility if love is difficult, because he takes a lifetime to practice. I will practice the correct concept of love in my life, to fulfill the obligation, doubly care to love me and I love people.

Love in the end!

2013年1月9日星期三

Met him that year


The city we live in, more and more prosperous, and truly belongs to our time and space, but less and less, living in this city, empty down the Internet to play games, read books to take to the streets, the simple and ordinary life ... ....

Before reading it is like to like to watch TV programs, may inadvertently have been gradually leaving those channels, seems to have had the feeling, no longer worship by a DJ, no longer can get spiritual consolation. I think perhaps this is the course of growth, I have been away from that path in life, embarked on a new journey. Perhaps later, also in the last to leave the current journey toward a new life ... Perhaps this is the life ...

Time is one of the most terrible sculptor turned familiar things, through the filter of time, will become a stranger. The heart that string, sometimes unconsciously Panasonic, holding the psychological luck? Or holding a laissez-faire attitude to myself?

Hands interlocking standing in the windowsill, far looked at this city, busy, eyes linger wanton ...

The how and what do you say? I beloved all this.

As feelings seem to be called love it, it is light if the light of fireflies. However, the easy to the hard heart, sad memory is often a period of years time and then Ran enthusiasm exhausted, he was just like a burning irons are irrigated through injury although she made me a doomed to whom tight-lipped about the gentle calm and collected.

Not everyone love a vigorous young when met, trivial and subtle emotion in me a keen and pure of heart, but like water stretches without a break. I never do not believe in fate, But, me and his story has been filled with the colors of fate.

Met him that year, my life is budding flower in early spring, sweet fragrance. But for me, it was an age filled with sadness. When I, like [childhood] lyrics, do not want to learn, do not want to homework. All day live in a world, it seems pretty leisurely ease. It was a winter that cold winter. I can not remember specifics, I just know that I feel helpless when he appeared.

I looked up to see his face for the first time, a special face, not to say, especially handsome face was amazing, but this face is a long time since I have not immersed. I think that is perhaps the signs of robbery in this situation, but I did not escape.

Distance space, could no longer see each other looks like. The city is still familiar, my life is still calm and tranquility. I gradually came to understand that I wait just a silent fester.

I see his face in the mirror as pure, but I suddenly realized that my eyes old, it looks like the silence, not the least bit angry.

2013年1月8日星期二

Forget it



Recently, four girlfriends romance, have to talk to me, and I was able to experience the love has withered specimens.

Sadly not love must end, but love is sometimes the end is so unbearable.

Do not let us continue with wound injuries I have romance, I state often: romance, upcoming lovelorn, the treatment of romance ... chronic illness into health, I gradually worked out a few experience, or a few scars. Do not recall the sweet memories, because only make yourself more pain. Do not compare to break up before and after his attitude does not make sense. Do not doubt his decision, because he has already decided. Do not try to restore, not worth to restore. Do not forgive his impulsive, even impulsive, a person must be responsible for their own impulses. Do not worry you miss him will be the most horrible thing in your life, and he is not afraid to miss you, what are you afraid of? Do not be afraid that you're about to fall into a loveless life, because that is impossible.

Do not be an abandoned hugely magnified his value greatly exaggerate your love, it is just an illusion, because your pain has become one amplifier. Not from sorrow to self-pity, if you believe you have been insulted, to be angry, because anger has the power, and the pity.

Do not let us continue with wound injuries humiliated the best method not hide his face, whining cry, but angrily throw back: "Hey, you think you are?" Cruel Shi with your man If you look at the inviolability of less than a person's dignity, he did not see anything.

Forget it, my dear friend. Forget those who bear the forget those ugly thing.

You know, forget things and never perceived almost equal never happened. Remember then. Remember that even if we try to go forgotten, but still like the sun debris falling thin, still let us feel the warmth of the stuff. I have always believed, those things are still precious and unique gift.

Do not let us take the wound continues to be injured in my opinion, lovelorn four stages: the first stage do not believe, can not accept this fact. Will find a variety of evidence to prove that love still exists, Although you Pafu to the ground, eventually grasping the full of the shed are old love shell. The second stage is anger, slander, so try to hate that person over and over all of his old and today you love the quality. The third stage is to restore, begging you down, self-esteem takes the plunge, you find more than the pain of losing his dignity you firmly guardian you luck, and full of hope. The fourth stage is you cynical, dismissive of the beliefs of the past love, you are actively looking for alternatives, eager to want to fall in love with a stranger to prove himself cured. Then ...... calm down and continue to live, and then fell in love with the next person.

A friend asked me, what wisdom can skip these stages? I thought for a moment and said no. However, falling out of love so many times, I will skip the third stage, can be considered progress bar.

2013年1月7日星期一

Delete the number



Delete the number from the address book, no accident, then, we will not intersect it, anyway, you have been a long time did not take the initiative to call me, did not even take the initiative sent a text message, we, on this . In this way, no longer love you.

I like you, but once! No longer capture your voice in a noisy sound
Chasing your shadow is no longer in the rolling flow
Lot of thought no longer because you appear own words and actions even to the expression
No longer, your heart

You never utter your name when I was most gentle, even voice trembling slightly; beside you, I the footsteps always put the light and slow; I dare not straight Depending on your eyes, afraid to reveal too much emotion; unconscious daze, full page full page are your name, Your name I can write my name slipped on scrap paper; separate head full of head is full of your shadow, recalls the moment only a little about you; eat, when to sleep, when shopping, when a daze, thinking you are doing it, will would not like I want to like you think I do ...

As pure and indifferent life to you, as the center of life, because the memories and fullness, because reality wither. The miss distance was extended, but the barrier to meet; precipitation time crush you far, far away from me. Seeing the people around have a vigorous one by one, and I think the put down, and memories, is used only memories.

Do not say I get in because I've been lonely for a long time, not to mention my fickle specifically, because you never do not belong to me, nor to say that I give up, you do not even, not even a tiny response is not, I was shown.

No longer keep your SMS not willing to delete the
No longer look back over and over again our chats
No longer helplessly staring at the phone expect your phone
No longer on a night QQ appeared
The longer Sipilailian hard pulling you in my space message
No longer telling others about your news
No longer talk to friends own sad

You have struck a chord with me, not who I stop, when I thought you were in when you have no trace, when you go back and look for me, I have begun to find their own sky, my dear, I am the most OK best years left to you, and I, in your well-deserved. My dear, my youth is limited and can not afford the whole life waiting.

Do not doubt, once, I am willing to disregard all waiting for you, willing to accompany you anywhere, willing to see you silently behind you, for your happiness and joy is your sorrow and grief, despite those emotions, and I nothing to do ah ...

Waiting for a bitter, bitter, there is no hope of waiting ......

Sometimes love is not reason, love is love, and even hit a wall but also love, but the love of the humble pride of love fills the taste of them known only to themselves ...

2013年1月6日星期日

He and she



He and she was introduced to the couple, married for eight years as much as the time of marriage, she has hundreds of unwilling, but still married.

Husband, mature, stable, honest, treat people honest, introverted, she treated like the Queen Mother is so the pet.

Wife, childish, character, cheerful, lively and generous, forthright, they always love to bully him, because he will be all sorts of patience her.

Wife will often take advantage of her husband's honest, to achieve the purpose of what you want to achieve in the past eight years, they had a fight, uttered, also played every quarrel, no matter who is to blame, her husband will come to her to admit its mistakes, My husband said, "I will love you with their ability to love our children, love our home." his wife said, "You remember, no matter what, what the temptation, I will not leave you, leave the kids, leave our home. "They have been very loving and have been very happy, my circle of friends, the husband is a good man for others envy the wife happy woman is the envy of others, often someone will say his wife," With him, you this life contentment. "his wife's face showing a satisfied smile.

Courtship of his wife, and all people online and the only different is the wife knew her husband to give a good, others given to no other man like her husband to care for her, to love her, to accommodate her, so every time the courtship, his wife will give his last retreat, she know what things to do, what not to do, so her husband never knew his wife online dating personally, he knew his wife are her What people are with do not go her, he believed that they love, and also believe that the wife will not make the grid things, her husband's heart is tolerant, so they will not affect the couple's feelings for the network thing.

Wife again courtship, and this different, his wife fell in love with the man, mature man, athletic, and her husband to give her the most delicate concern, she tasted the love after the sweltering, men his tender heart to melt the heart of his wife, little by little, the conquest of the wife, the wife feel happy and at home with the care of her husband, his caregivers online, the man let her forget her good own home, husband, children, perhaps the reality of the society are like this, but this happiness too suddenly, suddenly to happiness left, the wife feels like a dream, the man left his wife, the man told his wife that , he loves her, but can not give her happiness, can not give her happiness, unspeakable too awkward to man, so man his wife to discard the the wife feeling heavens, to unload, it seems also to express the heart does not come out grievances.

This outcome so that his wife did not expect his wife and friends out drinking, trying to heart all the bitter drink inside, want to intoxicate themselves with wine, drunk wife, drunk mess, drunk in the hotel, drunk wife mouth and shouted the name of the man, the friend to call the man, a friend to play, as if the man did not then give her husband, friends call her husband to pick up his wife, the husband came, his wife's mouth or shouting the name of the man, the husband what did not say, carrying his wife home.

The husband and wife did not speak for two days, they married more than eight years, the longest time looked at each other not to speak, on the third day, her husband spoke, her husband said, "Do you really want him?" The wife does not speak , her husband said, "You're drunk, I carry you back, you want him, can play a role in it? reality of it?" My husband said, "I forgive you for what has passed, everything passed, we have a home, have children, I want to live good, you know? "wife did not speak, she did not know what to say, do not know what to say, and her husband have one million of guilt, only nothing to say, she knew her husband's heart should be wider even than the sky.

Thing really seems to have passed as her husband out hard one day returning home to see his wife, gave his wife a big hug and said "my wife, I want you, the future I want every day and you embrace one minute, kissing one minute to get up early, go home and hug one minute, to sleep at night when lingering for a minute, to operate our love. "in the arms of her husband, the wife, what did not say, as if his wife can only said nothing, she knew She also loves her husband, she knew she would not leave her husband happy, but such feelings tangled Whose fault is it? His wife was wrong? Yes ah, yes the wrong wife, the wife should not be carrying a husband to love another man, this is perhaps the wife should get. Man's left is perhaps the wife punishment ..................

2013年1月3日星期四

Friends and Lover

Friends love slowly to the red carpet into the marriage, but the so-called other people can easily step into the red carpet for us really difficult.

We met in his uncle's factory, we are there to work, is his workshop workers I back-office staff, all the people are opposed to our contacts, said his car pulled my hind legs, but my really think he is very, very good to me. In this way, we try to exchanges, he chased me for a year, we hand in hand, and the usual couple walking down the street, as at the beach Liuwan happy we did not know what will happen, only very happy to know now.

I brought him back home to your parents, parents see his dealing with others, and did not say anything. Because before I did not tell their parents that he is working in his uncle factory yard, sprinkled with a Huang Yue We are students but to the parents, I feel such deception to go on is not good, talking is not what people can not see things and The parents say the truth of the matter. Parents at first did not say anything, but I see from their eyes, they do not want to. Uncle go to the last mom asked this person how to directly raise objections uncle said his bad temper, but also a working mother to come back and I express clear views to keep us apart. But then I do not have consciousness, would really be together every day he and his care and love, I really do not want, I insist that he did not tell my family are unwilling. So happy together in units of the relationship of colleagues, but after work than anyone else happy, happy together, so another year has passed, in July 2008, when his uncle factory economy is not very good, decided to lay off, I did not think of, even have his name on the layoff list, then aunt know things, she was afraid that I'm sorry in advance and I said, in fact, that to understand is wanted me to know that under his stairs, my day was really sad, I did not think uncle do so, I am sad to tell the parents, then the parents have to know the good of our communication, my mother told me the phrase "tree Norway dead, but people move to live, so I do not get upset. "

Uncle layoffs of things I told him that he hear very sad, but he will not let me embarrass his resignation, he told me with great pressure, I can see it, he was looking for the other dry from the factory, from the most basic welders, he was tired, I know, but in front of me has been to keep smiling, to accompany me to learn at night to take me home. Slowly, he rose small officer in front of the wages Basic 4000 or so, we are still the same as before happy together. So lived from year to year, we fell in love five years, his home, both parents met, my back and my mother said, my parents said, good to meet you, see it, so my parents went to his house and watched his home, his family's house, a small house only four Southern house four, then my parents told unwilling, but they involve housing reform, do not build a house. In fact, the conditions of his house very generally very general, the day parents meal on the go, and took me to go along, I'm really not willing this feeling, he looked at me, I left the evening he send me home, I lived under the meal when parents have been the reaction of his house is too small, he also explained to my parents involved with do not know whether or not the housing reform, did not dare to build a house. Mom and Dad did not say what.

So the month of May this year, his family and old hurried to get married, I also mention marriage living in that he also feel the wronged me, but at home, so, high The price is scary, an ordinary rural family really difficult to afford the high price of the house. Parents looking for him to talk a lot to say that no house no, no house they went to see my people called with my relatives, I also know that the parents are good for me, but I really want to ask the parents you really willing to daughter month kind of money to buy a house to play the mortgage, the debt that we borrowed this, so I have not tired you, your face, I should do this? I should give up on me this do not have a house you think naked love, tired, my glasses a day is very moist, cry, I originally happier naive I do not want to talk, this what you want you.

I do, very tired, and I hope you will forgive me and more!

Get in lOVE

I know, and this woman live together I doomed not had a good day. But is not, and she lived a little good. She is a bit over the top, so the family health never had to worry about me. When nothing her home, it would be refreshed and then thoroughly clean again. My change of clothes piled in the corner, she will be taken away on a regular basis. Anyway, washing machine, she washed a also a wash, wash two no trouble. For these, she did not mention that I also pretend like nothing. Just buddies children one day suddenly asked: "hey south, WASH, ah, clothes a day for a set." I am proud to say: "Yeah, the family bought the roller automatic washing machine."

I never imagined these later, became her killer. That Ge Jige get together to discuss introduced me to a new object, and then start the hype that the that beauty looks how Biyuexiuhua the Empress Dowager. She heard the sentence: "Hey, you know that do not know, ah, to the south of our house even like wearing a large flower pants, more flowers the better." Then she looked back to my buddy did not expect any connection and I said the word : "south today to go back to your pants away from my room Ha!" Fuck! Balcony in her room, can words how to listen how to feel awkward ...

Then I urge buddies continue to speak to that woman, I did not expect them to immediately change your mind, the south ...... that, I still think that woman is not suitable for you, I think, or forget it. "

I eyeful resentment look to her, I did not expect her to board with a face looking at me, I was depressed, this is who should be mad at something?

System of anger one day, I told myself to go back and I have to get to the outbreak, I can not let this happen again. Evening when the home is far away to hear her spoon in the pot and cut the crackling sound at home, when I opened the door, and went, and she is a fried cucumber, had wanted to send a fire she played rough with the seeing her fried dish of cucumber from green to yellow, I knew mad at me are not suitable for the right place at the right, she was never angry, today's situation is not good. Bitterly rolled on the sofa, turn on the TV to watch the news honestly network, even the channels are hesitant to change.

Then you see her walking towards me holding a spoon, I dare to breathe loudly. Luo Xiangnan, you do not want to know the true thoughts of my heart? "Want ......" I answered with weak. "Well, you come with me to my room." Then I like pets like with her ass back into her room.

So that night, we lay in bed, she was very patient and I start from her notepad, speak to my child doing with her, to protect her. (She said my time to protect her life, but I really do not remember the words.) And then from school start has been trying to do with me, but because I'm better than her high level, two people doing Minato less than one, so she only had to ask my topic on the grounds every day to go to my house, and then later she would like this is not a permanent solution, and finally decided to jump one on, and I have a high school ...... high school Dajiadoumang the university entrance exam finally, and I was admitted to a university, even very far to find the distance between us, my interest is not in her, always regarded her as a sister to see, and then later when it comes to sharing a room, she said she was pleased for several nights without asleep ......

That night, so I listen to her, he did not say a word, and then that night we all sleep. She later asked my sentence: "Luo Xiangnan, you really feel a thing I do not?" I thought about it, and do not want to swap the face in order to highlight my popularity, I replied: "not very annoying."

She took my incumbent, to both eyes shine asked: "Then I'll be able to openly love to you?" I said: "You can."

Later, I want to estimate that night I was drugged, when he says to sell yourself the rest of your life. She later chase me fair and square.-